I developed a mental disorder due to my tyrannical father's yelling and humiliation after I contacted and kissed girls during my childhood. Both my beauty and I were targets of bullying. Nobody intervened, encouraged me, or taught me valuable lessons. To stay alive and out of harm's way, I transformed. Life was hard, frustrating, and baffling. Suddenly, at thirty-three, I was filled with depression and on the verge of giving up. Although I gained life lessons and wisdom because of seeking psychological treatment, my mental disease did not go away. Due to the lack of love in my life, I got my freedom at the age of 43 and retired early, since it felt hopeless and tough. An attractive woman walks around with her bra, coat, and hat clearly exposed; I painted this to express my frustration. She desires attention and seduction, but unlike me, she doesn't have to put herself out there and risk rejection because she is hot. The fact that I am mentally ill and terrified of her wrath is frustrating because it happens when I am completely absorbed in her beauty and simultaneously perceive her as wicked, self-centered, and superior—even though I am sweet and empathetic—so her face appears black to me because my perception does not match reality. Being strong, confident, and rich are the only things that will make me worthy enough. An amiable, tranquil, unfettered, and uncomplicated way of life is thus the goal of tribal patterns. Interacting with women revolves around key words, but because I consider myself cute, I prefer that they are honest and sweet with me so that my expectations align with reality. I aspire to be the coolest graffiti artist that women dream of having a love affair with.

Artwork Size & Ink Base:

Size: 46 x 36 cm

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