The painting is frustrating. It’s about me and my life. During my childhood and growth, a fake, stupid, selfish, and tyrannical father treated me harshly and humiliatingly. I was beautiful and enjoyed kissing girls as a child; however, he discouraged me from interacting with women. Regardless of my actions or words, he consistently criticized me and scolded me. He wished to instill social anxiety in me. Guys also bullied me. No one intervened to stop these cruel individuals, nor did anyone offer help or show kindness, empathy, and love. I was afraid, confused, and frustrated. I had to change to avoid such cruelty. I tried to be social, funny, and happy. It was hard to always act like someone else, both at work and during my spare time, due to my social anxiety. I didn't understand why I suddenly experienced severe depression. No one had ever explained life to me or what was happening around me. Now I know why. They didn't want me to be with women; they were envious and evil men. I can only steer clear of them to prevent any harm. I am a dear man; it is most beneficial for me to surround myself with cute people, as they are honest, empathetic, and loving, regardless of whether I am feeling fearful, reserved, or awkward. They don't care how I look and who I am. They like humans and animals; they want me well and treat me with love. I will be happy with them. The painting portrays a joyful, talkative face, reflecting my wish to freely express myself. The love symbols tell that love is the most important thing for humans and animals to be happy. I have scratched the surface to depict the inner pain I endure. All I want is to be with women, have sex, and kiss them.

Artwork Size & Ink Base:

Size: 100 x 100 cm.

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