Nothing mattered more than kissing girls when I was a cute, loving boy. I'm not concerned about rejection, and I feel smaller. As men fear contacting women, receiving rejection, and feeling smaller, they both envied and hated it. Those with such traits are selfish, evil, and keen for power. They subjected me to humiliating and harsh treatment as part of a plan to label me with a mental illness, regardless of my actions or words. They are so mean that they even bullied me. I didn't understand them. No one possessed the bravery to intervene, and no one showed love. Worst of all, I felt confused, afraid, and frustrated. I had a hard time fitting in. No one was cute, honest, and loving. After many years, I developed severe depression. People around me even perceived me as the problem and deemed me unworthy. I then had to seek therapy. It made me wiser about life. However, therapy does not cure mental illnesses. For me, life felt hard and hopeless. I achieved early retirement and freedom after years of work, research, and tests. They refused to tell me the truth about these terrible folks or explain why I should face such treatment and pain. At the age of 45, a shaman finally wanted to tell me the truth: that these folks aren't cute, honest, and loving, and they didn't want me to be with women. It's not me, I've learned; it's those who are not cute, honest, and loving. As a result, the painting draws inspiration from tribal art. As a cute man, I find the calm and uncomplicated lifestyle of indigenous peoples to be appealing. Furthermore, love, peace, and harmony are qualities that cute, honest, and loving people like me enjoy; flowers and hearts reflect these qualities.

Artwork Size & Ink Base:

Size: 70 x 100 cm.

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