Frustration.

I was a joyful kid who kissed girls, something my father disliked and treated harshly; he wished for me to have a mental disease to keep me from doing so. Since then, I have suffered from social anxiety. I was unaware of the purpose. Nobody stepped in to help me, encourage me, or teach me life lessons. My sole desire has been to be with women because I think they're lovely, and the feeling of kissing, cuddling, and having sex is enjoyable. Normally, I am sweet, bold, and loving, but anxiety makes me not myself. Instead, I have had a hard, frightening, confusing, and frustrating life. An African tribal mask appears, conveying fear and frustration. It represents a representation of my social anxiety, which has driven me to be quiet and hesitant. Tribal people live a humane life in independence, marked by simplicity and serenity, which I find appealing. In that manner, I would embody my genuine personality, which is defined by sweetness, boldness, and love, and I would feel happy in the company of ladies. However, living with a mental disease has been difficult in this perfect society, devoid of love. Others ridiculed and bullied me because I was beautiful, silent, and appeared terrified. No one in my life has shown me sweetness and love. Despite having a mental disease, I attempted to fit in and achieve acceptance, which proved hard. Because no one had ever been there for me or taught me life lessons, I was clueless about the realities of life. After many years of living a confused, scared, and frustrating life, I acquired serious depression because of a lack of love in my life and was rescued into early retirement.

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  • Height (cm)90
  • Width (cm)70

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Size: 90 x 70 cm.

Artwork Style

  • Expressionism

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  • Up to 1m50

Painting Technique

  • Pastel

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